So I’ve slowly been trying to control my dating addiction. I still don’t know if I’m actually addicted though. Anyway, I’ve been on a few dates with a guy we will call Roger. Roger is sweet. Roger is nice. Roger has a brain. Roger is attractive. But Roger isn’t sexually attractive, to me at least.
He has a nice face. But he’s not a man’s man. He told me shaves his body. I like a man with chest hair, so I know he’s a man. He doesn’t like steak. I like steak. And I like a man that can grill a steak. He has more of a swimmers build. I like a man with some muscle. You see where I’m going.
Like I said we get along well. And he is an attractive man. I think I could have sex with him. But I don’t think I would be fully into it. And I think we’re at that point where he wants to. I do like spending time with him. But I have enough friends. I feel like if I have sex with him, I’ll lead him on because he’ll think we’re taking the next step and really I’m just trying him out. Then I think, maybe it will be okay. I’m torn.
Is it shallow of me to think this way? And are there levels to being shallow? Or are you shallow or you’re not? Anyone’s thoughts would be appreciated.